Sadness & Stress feelings
Exam is coming soon, felt stress and upset….even though juz a mid term. Not only worried bout the mid term, the assignments also. Still have many things have to do…HAIZ….Who understand what i m feeling now? I think no one….
I juz wan to find someone n place which can let me to express my sadness feelings….. I know you will say:"It doesn’t matter if you wan express bad or unkind feelings out, juz tell me, i will be your good listener." But you dono, is not easily to speak out all the things in my heart n my mind. Dona why, when i m alone, i will think so much,even till cried. But when i stay wif all of you, i juz can pretend. May be can said that i will throw away the bad feelings 4 a moment, when i stay wif all of you. I know, i m incogruent, sometimes….At least i m enough congruent at this time! What can i do?
Frens, what i thinking now, u noe? I dono whether i am become crazy or mad or too tension. It juz made me felt that wan to cease or shutoff everythings. Especially the time…..Can the time stop from this moment? Let me have a space to take a deep breathing.
Now, what is in my mind, not only now…..aldy few days…"GIVE UP"…GIVE UP all the things,of course not "life".But studies….Felt hard…..Suddenly felt hard to continue…I noe any of the consequences will happens….juz like this world is actually keeping changing in every single moment. It show that we are actually changing too, isit? May be i m the one who never change n dono how to remould my ideology.
"GIVE UP" appear in my mind without stop. How come? Even i am try to dump it and clear away it, but it still arise in my mind. I am suffering now!!!!Who can help me? I want the best treatment out from what i m suffering now.
" Things wii gone or pass…or even bad, sadness, stressing feeling will pass. It depends on how you want it to be…. if you choose to be unhappy…. then the result will beunhappy. But if u choose to see and feel in positive ways, the result will be not the same."You told me b4….But you know that which i will choose.
I am now in the difficult situations…. you won’t know and understand what i m feeling. You won’t noe…….T_T
February 20th, 2006 at 11:04 am
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我们快乐也要过一天，不快乐也是要过一天。既然如此，不如我们高高兴兴的过一天，那不是更有意义吗？？
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