Mum~Phone…
Juz now, my mum give me called…. tears fall down….She ask me wat happened to my brother and me. I don noe how to explain it, but juz told her wat is happened between me n him and wat i m feeling juz now. (Mmmmm…. not juz now but in this few days..) Tears is fall….. I don noe how to describe my feelings at the moment, juz can said "sad" and extremely unhappy… Izit is my fault? I think may be…. Who i blame, perhaps really my fault. I suppose to say sorry to him. Rather, he say 1st to me…. (cried)…..T_T …….. Perhaps wat my mum said juz now is right. I noe she is worried bout us. ~_~ I m feel i am really useless…..aldy 21st y.o, but still make my mum worried me and anxious…. Sorry mum….
Today, still like before.Felt stress, tension and tired. Aldy few days, i felt dizzy, almost fall in a swoon in the lrt and also school! May be aldy few days din sleep well….have only slept several hours…bz for the assignment and mid term… Next tuesday aldy hav to present, but haven finish the assignment yet. I noe that all my group members also felt stress and tired. Especially yoke fong and mandy.. i noe u both felt tension… so that i cant show u both my pressure in front of u all even i oso!This is very arduos…. If i make u both feel uncomfortable when i m talking with u all, sorry ya…….But wat can do? Juz can finish all the things that we suppose to do without care how the consequence will come out later lor, yoke fong….mandy….!
I really unhappy….whether really suffer from this kind of disease? "ANXIETY"….. Let it go…..
Haiz…. Hope that arduous time hurries up or disappear…. TOMORO WILL BE BETTER….
